Organized Chaos

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Sleepy

I am sitting at my desk literally falling asleep. There are many things that could be contributing to this, namely the fact that i was up late wrapping Christmas presents and packing, i had the nutritious breakfast of Christmas cookies for breakfast (i swore i was only gonna have 2, but that of course turned into 4), or that i have my space heater blasting on me to approximately the temperature of hell.
I basically lost it on Thursday. dave and i have been arguing (well if u can call it that) so much since we got daisy and she kept biting me, particularly in my face and i just started crying. keep in mind this was after staying at work late to finish something we didnt even go over yet. and unfortunately i cant say i feel much better now. daisy is actually getting worse with the house training. i am hoping to get some answers at the vet today.
we are leaving for the cruise on monday and it will be such a relief to get away. however, i know i will be worrying about daisy a ton. and it sucks to go at this time of year since it is christmas time and i like this time of year, but i reeeallly need to get away. at least just to have a week without daisy will be a relief. i know it sounds mean, but i just need a break from watching her 24/7. i never want to get a puppy again. gimme a year old anyday.
another thing that really annoys me is last night dave said he doesnt want to do the cave tubing through the rainforest in belize. when i asked why he said bc he didnt want to take off his shirt for that long. i am so peeved thinking we paid all this $ for a cruise and we have one chance to go through a rainforest for crying out loud and we have to pass the opportunity bc he is feeling self conscious about weight. i mean, i get it but this is a once in a lifetime opportunity.

oh well, here's to staying awake.